Over thinking: What am I doing with my life?

Over thinking: What am I doing with my life?

January 2017 has been a month as far as I am concerned of thinking too damn much.  The subjects are anything that you can think of

  • Am I being a good parent
  • Me and Sascha
  • Blogging
  • Vlogging
  • Redecorating our lounge
  • Our new kitchen
  • Fitness
  • Diet
  • Looking after myself better
  • Other random thoughts

I think it’s about time I started doing instead of just thinking about it.  My life is so unorganised it is stupid, I’m always trying to rush a head to the next thing, without solving the original problem.

Take for instance this blog, I have always been concerned with making it look nice, then I wanted my own domain (after all, all the cool kids have one).  When instead I should have just concentrated on writing and finding my voice, talking about the things that matter to me.  Hell if I bore myself why would anyone else want to read it. I’m still learning even after 7 years of having this blog, and if I had started with the basics I would be in a much different position to what I am now.

So 7 years on, I also see now as the beginning.  I am ready to learn more about myself in the process.

 

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4 Comments

  1. mymamamusings
    August 29, 2017 / 8:36 am

    SNAP!!! I could have written this myself. I’ve been blogging on and off for three years on various (failed blogs) and I feel pretty much the same way you do.

    Although, it’s not nice that you feel this way. It is reassuring to know it isn’t just me.

    Thanks for sharing.

    Cherie || My Mama Musings

    • Rae
      August 29, 2017 / 3:56 pm

      I think it helps when you realise you are not alone, especially when on the surface so many other people seem to have it completely together.

  2. February 9, 2017 / 9:38 pm

    Whether you’ve been blogging for a month or 7 years, we’re always learning!! I know I am 🙂 it’s okay not to be sure about your life, as I would have never anticipated doing what I do now xx

    • March 6, 2017 / 11:14 am

      I think we can all be guilty of putting too much pressure on ourselves.

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